weight

my weight is going.... grrr

yesterday 319.6
today 318.8


so an almost 1 pound loss.... not making me happy though... I haven't been this heavy in years... I am not past my heaviest weight (345) so I am not devastated... but close... I have been very depressed both over my weight and my health... I am not healing well from this dumb surgery... my eating habits are contributing to my not healing...

I am going to talk to my doc about antidepressants when I go back next week... also about a weightloss medication...

trying hard to make it to the gym daily... either at school or at the YMCA... going today... I just need to buckle down and do it... I know what to do... just need to do it....


today is the day!